romeoohhnono!

sweet apology

2009-01-02T00:13:00.002+08:00

blogg still under construction. my apology for no comment box as well:]

skoooool time!

2008-12-29T19:35:00.005+08:00

skool has started TODAY! im dreading to go to skool -_- hah. budd last weekend was super wonderful to the max. camp at pasir ris widd the relatives:] update on that very soon after i upload the pictures from the camera. andd ain, send ku gmbr sekali ehkk! sayang kau many many!

HAPPY GOING BACK TO SKOOL EVERYONE:]

lets celebrate this festive season!

2008-12-24T22:51:00.013+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! HO HO HO:]

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bpahrm project meeting on christmas eve!? ohh great! hah. andd, we had early christmas eve dinner at 5pm at pizza hut:] andd now im seriously bloated. heh.

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long long time updates

2008-12-23T15:28:00.019+08:00

it had been ard 1month since i last update this blogg. poor thing, i know. hah. a lot had happened and now im back to recap those bitter sweet sour salty days:] so here goes people!

28 november 08
it was my DDCT presentation in front of the ddct cohort. omfg. 1st time babe! hah. ohh and i did just fine, FINE. (most of the time i was reading from my prepared speech) after this whole thing ended, there is no more PBL for ddct!!! hopefully.

29 november 08
happy bdae to jessica! she turned 19 at this day. i love you. i miss you, esp ur bubbliness in skool. hope ur wishes/dreams come true and happy always my darl:]
not ofrgetting on this day was fazz band concert at ite simei: Musica Fantasia III. so i watched widd aqidah, my two sisters plus their two frens, my aunt&uncle(fazz parents) andd fazz ite bishan frens. we sat together together lahh shey. hahhahaha. okayy fazz palyed very super duper well that night. *11 claps* i hadd so much funn. andd the rest too obviously. ohh and when everything ended, i had dinner widd aqidah. did i tell u that aqidah's band frens are super crazy! heeees. i like:] ohh anddsuper duper wonderful thanks to aqidah for the swensens treat! ILYSVM. *hearts*

fazz;]

fazz andd tashhaa;]

fazz, aqidah;]

ayu, fazz, fala;]

fazz, tashhaa;]

soo sweeeettt;]

fazz ite bishan peeps

amirah, afiqah, fala, ayu;]

e stage;]

my uncle andd aunt;]

i love herrr!

aaron, raz, haryani, aqidah, tashhaa;]

four ladies;]

3ladies;]

30 november 08
happy bdae to me
happy bdae to me
happy bdae to nurul natasha sutrisnoh
happy bdae to me!
finally im legally 18. hahahas. ohh yeahh, andd happy bdae to muna and also to this cute little sweetheart whom i forgot her name. so sorry:[may all ur wishes come true and stay happy always like i do:] to those who still remembered my bdae andd wished me, no matter in advance, on the day itself or belated, i appreciate them lots andd from the bottom of my heart: thanks a million zillion people. u make me happy:]

skip skip skip

8 december 08
selamat hari raye haji to all muslims in the whole wide wonderful world! andd term test starts tmr! omfs:[

9 december 08 - molecular biology and csas test
happy 15th and 18th bdae to sis ayu and sarah respectively! again,may all ur wishes come true and stay happy always widd the ones u love:]

10 december 08 - mammalian cell techology test

11 december 08 - basic pharmacology test

12 december 08 - drug development and clinical trial test

13 december 08
examms are finally over andd i smellll holidayyyysss!! hahaha. budd i had this occupational safety and health seminar 9-12pm which is compulsory in skool. i came at 8am shey. kiasu or stupid?! hahaha. tskk. the talk, i dont think u wanna know abt it. most of the time i was yawning away budd never sleeping. -_- heh
ohh andd in e evening/night, i attended nad's dance concert at nyp widd ain and nad's nyp frens.the concert was funn, hippy, wonderful spectacular! i super like those hot moves lahh shey!!

foreign bodies;]

foreign bodies;]

khairul, ain, n.ain, tashhaa;]

ain, tashhaa;]

ain, nad, tashhaa;]

everyoneeee!

ain, tengok mane tuhh?

three babes mann!

alahai, sweet lahhh they!

sexy nad;]

again, ain?!

now better;]

to be continued..

sometimes i jus dont get it

2008-11-26T21:08:00.006+08:00

i think im gonna flung my bpharm test just now. seriously. omfs! i did study for it. not everything. budd still. andd i just couldnt rmbr anything during the test. best or awesome? =[

tmr is thursday. ohh andd i hated thursday. the day after tmr is friday. anddd i jus dont want to go to skool on friday. why? cos i'll be having a presentation in front of the whole ddct students in the lt. embarrased or nervous? EXTREMELY NERVOUS! i hope everything will go smoothly. *cross fingers* AMIN.

i think i feel the most happy these few days. my infatuation for him really brings joy to my life. MAIN PURPOSE: only jus trying to heal this scarr in my heart. so i divert my attention to him instead. haas. dumbb. i know. whoever he is, i'll keep it to myself first. ONLY YOU KNOW, so lets keep it a secret for my sake okayy babe. appreciated and ilysm=]

andd so i've moved on in life. budd i thought i'd moved on long ago? haaas. confused. maybe just a little tiny winy "stuff" huh. finally i decided that u are suchh an asssss, fcuker! haaaas. i didnt mean to be so badd, budd thanks for doing this to me ehhk, loved one. i REALISED my mistake.

suddenly when i read this post once again, it just sounds so BORING! apologies for the boredom. budd thanks for reading ppl=]

big gerls don cryy

2008-11-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

just want them to be happpyy:)

selamat pengantin baru!

2008-11-23T20:15:00.006+08:00

and now im blogging. haaas. so actually i just came home from my kak sedare's wedding. SELAMT PENGANTIN BARU TO KAK ADILAH AND ABG TAIB=] andd im all ~~smelly~~, exhausted, sleepy and exhausted, sleepy and etc. how was the wedding? it was NICE, SUPER NICE, widd all the purple-pink-yellow theme. cooool or awesome? hahas. this is the first wedding that i feel im not doing any work. not being one of the major kendarats or e one helping out widd the dishes andd watsoever. just sitting by the table, eat, eat andd eat. haaas. ohh i intended to go for the nikah ceremony yesterday afternoon budd last minute i gave it a miss. so i went to ains hse instead to do my report at e same time "trying to lepak widd her" while she did her project. so i carried my stuffs widd my laptop plus the bag that my mother kirim to put at her hse. imagine me taking the bus widd TWO big bags. i look stupid right! like "trying to runn away from hse". lols. kelakar pe? heeeees.

so i did my report and she did her project. tada tada tada. her hse was becoming some kind of a hotel whereby ppl keep coming in and out of her hse. hahas. fyi ains hse was only blks away from the wedding site. TATS WHY. heees. ohh i slept over at ains hse cos she forced me too (andd i also wanted too. lols). and thanks for the "bising" night i had thus i cant dream of anything nice for that night. haaas..

pictures will be uploaded sooon after i get pictures from ain as well as from my camera if im not too lazy to transfer them. my feet hurts. my eyes are closing bit by bit. i havent even study for bpharm nor do csas homework. ohh wadd csas homework do i have? -_- erghhh. till here ppl:)

thanks to ain for telling me this website. haaas!

andd suddenly im having a blocked nose. tskk!

widd love, tashhaa

just for laughs.

2008-11-21T22:04:00.006+08:00

ain, sesungguhnyer aku tk berniat nk memalukan kau pat blogg aku ni ye. tapi since this whole thingg is kelakar nk mams to me, i had decided to share abt it. jgn marah ehh. ku sayang kau manymany sesangat! mmuahhs mmuahhs!

on 16 november 2008 @ 10:45pm

tashaa: hey gerls! aku ade two extra tickets for my cousin band concert on the 29nov. nk gi tk?

ain: on sunday eh? insyaallah! heh.

tashaa: hahas. saturday lahh babe.

ain: tak lahh. nari is the 16th. kau gi check calender. saturday is 28..

tashaa: ehh babe. 29nov on saturday lahh. aku da check. confirm on sat. kau check calender ape shey? hahas.

ain: tak lahh. nari 16 kan. KAU GI CHECK BTOL2. AKU DA TANYE BAPAK AKU LAGI. KAU TU, CHECK CALENDER APER? CALENDER CHINESE PER? hahaha.

tashaa: hahas. bacin sak kau! tapi AKU SERIOUS SHIT DA CHECK on 29nov is on saturday. haha. mampos! kite dlm dunie yg berbeze ke pe?! kau try check calender kau lagi. hahas.

ain: ohh a'ah sak. on sat. haha! sial tol. calender aku kat hp ni salah ah sak. hahaha!

confident ehk kau ain. hehes. imagine how hard i tried to mask my laughter in the middle of the night while trying not to disturb everyone who was already sleeping. gerek uhh kau ain! ily no matter wadd!

ohh andd to tiong han, happy eighteenth birthday, the day before yesterday:]

widd love, tashaa

a FINE day

2008-11-18T17:11:00.002+08:00

ohh andd i woke up late on saturday, 15 november 2008. (rmbr that i was supposed to watch movie and had to meet at 8am.) i have to meet nad first at khatib control station at 7.30 andd guess wadd time i woke up. i woke up at 7 lahh siot!! omfg. andd thanks to nad's sms that woke me up or else i'll be still sleeping at home. tskk. all becos of doing report the night before mahh which i slept at 1+. bagossss! so i wasnt that late and off we go to the cathay at dhoby ghaut. ain's dad company booked the entire levels of cinema in the morning jus for their family day thingy. cool or awesome! gereks lahh. haaas. so i had a particular embarrassing moment at the cathay.

guy is clearing our used plates and cups.
ain: thanks!
nad: thanks!
tashaa: terime kasih!
ain shocked while looking at his name tag then looked at me andd shook her head.
tashaa's embarrased face and the guy smiling.
tashaa: oops. t..h..a..n..k..s

omfg!!! i was super duper embarrased lahh shey! erghh. haaas. confident sak widd the "terime kasih". budd i really thought he is a malay lahh. tskk tskk. guess wadd's his name is. HAROLD. kann ain kann? haaaas.

the movie was alright, not bad, okayy, fine=] heees. this yr we had popcorns with a can of coke. coool! nxt yr? haaas.

ain has yet to deliver me the pics so i'll update on the pics soon okayy ppl=]

widd love, tashaa

tp band concert

2008-11-18T15:22:00.004+08:00

continued..

so i decided to put my reports aside and start playing games at facebook. indeed i was bored in skool. tskk. i went off minutes later to fetch fazilah from the mrt station. actually i was a bit too early to fetch her so i decided to take the bus somewhere oposite skool. there i saw salleh who was also going for tp band concert. oh well back to story telling. i saw bus 293 coming so i immediately took it. to my surprised it make one big turn and came back to the stop opposite the stop i board the bus. cool or awesome? seriously nk buang mase sesangat kann kann. amek kau! haaas. fazz wore d batik blouse, to my surprise, cos she said she's wearing tshirt and skirt. haas. and we made our way to century sq to have our lunch-come-dinner. andd u know wadd, i ordered this nasi goreng ikan bilis and decided to add hotdogs to it. guess wadd the cashier said. she said,"addition of hotdogs is 2bucks." like omfg! mahal nk mampos! haaas. in e end i paid 4 it lahh cos im hungry like madd. and total it cost me 6bucks! -_- after eating we bought aqidah flowers!! fake, cuddly, mini-toony flowers. haas. nice right aqidah! of course like me:) lols. tada tada tada. we are seated for the concert and everything began. frankly speaking uhh, the first part of the concert was boring. cos the songs are mostly like lullaby to me. hahas. budd i serious love love the second part which is after the interval. Morning madness was funny and funn. i love ABBA GOLD sooo much=] ohh andd i met fazz's band fren who made a fool out of fazz when she tried to find him at the auditorium. haaahaahaa! didnt mean to laugh budd PAISEY DOK! heeees. ohh and both aqidah andd fazz were shy widd each other. first time seeing face to face widd each other probably kann. oh wells. nxt time MUST TALK tau! heh. when everythng ended, its time to go home. im tired budd i still have to finish upp on my report rmbr! (although the next day was sat) andd i need to send by sat latest. andd tmr will be gg for a movie wadd babes ain and nad and my uncle and my aunt and ains bros and nads bro. a pity that i do not have a brother=[ we'll be watching Quantum Of Solace!

time: 8am
place: ains hse
dresscode: anything, bikini also cann! lols.

widd love, tashaa

back widd boredom.

2008-11-14T15:31:00.005+08:00

no other reasons for me to be MIA (missing in action). its the same old reasons for all u know. loaded with reports and projects are the first thing. burden with lect tests and tut quizzes is the second thing. andd finally, i seriously hate interviews and presentations andd everything that got to do with answering stuff and keeping my mouth open to voice out all the bullshits that i can think of. okayy thats so lame. lols. i just cant think for the third reason thats all. andd so im in skool, trying to do my bpharm discussion part panickingly cos most of the other grps have finished theirs budd not our group. bad or worse? OMG. today i'll be watching aqidah perform at her band concert with fazilah!! yay! so now I AM WAITING FOR HER TO SMS ME WHEN SHE'S REACHING. -_- hahhahas.

so i shud be updating on this post later at night maybe while im doing my report. yeahh. if got time. i hope today is wonderful. cos my interview jus now sucks! tskk:(

to be continued..

widd love, tashaa

i hated u till end

2008-11-02T22:57:00.005+08:00

I HATE U SOOOOOO MUCH RIGHT NOWWWWW. SERIOUSLY!!!! ERGGGGHHHHHHH. DAMN U STUPID IDIOTIC HEARTBREAKER USELESS GI MAMPOS LAHH SIAL! AHHHHH DAMNNNN!

GO TO HELL!
widd love, tashaa

i shall say music is life!

2008-10-30T19:10:00.006+08:00

ohh goooood. cos im new widd the PBL (problem-based learning)thingy, i had difficulty understanding and answering those questions! like how am i gonna make it then? dead. *sad face* andd aqidah volunteered to help me widd that. right aqidah? right! andd how i love u sooo much. hahas. hope nisa wont get jealous tat fast. hehehehs.

u know wadd my class is doing for CCN day on 14nov, its pre-order again! instead of making cookies, this time we are making cornflakes andd oats. i dont mean to be so bad budd i seriously think it would not make more profit than last time. cookies are more attractive andd more appetizing andd bigger in size. sigh. oh well. i dare not say much. anything goes lahh ehk:)

andd im going to aqidah's band concert:) widd my cousin, fazilah and aqidah's fren, afifah! they are so band-fanatic unlike me who couldnt even play any musical instrument except the recorder. hah. budd i like listening to songs though. does that count? hopefully:) heeees. andd me & aqidah had decided to go for fazilah's band concert in return. coool or awesome? hehes. november will be full of music and excitement. dont u think so? heeeees:)

widd love, tashaa

frustrating isnt it

2008-10-28T18:43:00.004+08:00

"i want you to choose the best for yourself. i want to see you happy. im happy if your happy. =)"

are you really happy to see him happy widd someone else? seriously? ohh pleasse. say the truth. finally when their relationship comes to an end, u'll be the one over the top. cos now u could get him all by yourself. right? although the guy once said that he would not go for u, sometimes this aint true. i bet u'll be praying as hard as u cann to get him. is this some kind of satisfaction for u? i just don understand why. andd to those who once face this kind of situation before, i know it sucks! ohh wells. time to move on andd THIS would be a stepping stone for us to have a better life:)

dont be sad. its not worth your tears.

andd yesterday i went to visit my abg sedare cos he just met widd an accident. omg. that fcuking chinese driver, could u please have the responsibility of turning urself to the police instead of being one of abg sedare's fren to chase after him! how evil cann u be! you hit-and-run suspect! (is "suspect" the term to use? hahs. lasak kau lahh) ohh wells. hope he gets better:) the skin on his right arm are seriously like tattoed with large bruises. andd he jokingly said, " camne nk kahwin nanti? tangan dahh lahh tk cantik." LOLS.

widd love, tashaa

i decided to post this instead

2008-10-25T15:26:00.008+08:00

I had funn this hari raye:) Have you? heees.

widd love, tashaa

still in progress

2008-10-23T23:27:00.005+08:00

im not done yet.
seriously:)

widd love, tashaa

selamat hari raye!

2008-10-05T14:12:00.012+08:00

to suee & radd, ku tahu krg da tk sabar nk tengok gmbr-gmbr hari raye ku kann kann. esp muke ku yang jambu kann. lol. hahahhahahs. stop it ehk tashaa! krg pon ape kurangnyer. sesungguhnye cantik menawan di hari raye. heeee. enjoy ppl:)

hari raye beside my mother's side!

the happy family:)
the young ladies!
the handsome bujangs!
fazz & tashaa
pretty as alwaes!
the mak sedares+my mother+one of kak sedare
my beloved uncle, we love u lotssss!
thats me:)

hari raye beside my father's side!

alisha! cute kannn!
mukris is alisha's bro! doubly cute kannn!!!
lol
i don know why her face is like that. hahas. nad, asl ngn adek kau?? heeee
my babes!
as usual.
its our hobby!
ain loves me. i know. lol
andd i love nad. heees
again!
fala & tashaa

my sisters!
my niece! budd she loves to cry uhh.
another happy family!

widd love, tashaa

iftar updates

2008-09-29T14:18:00.008+08:00

i know it's kind of late buddd oh wells, here's some updates:)

iftar widd my lovely babes:)

let these pictures do the talking!

hello:)

my sexy nad! ish..

my nice ain:)

looks nice kann! damn nice:)

iftar widd my beloved besties:)

ily ily ily andd more ily!!

widd love, tashaa

andd sometimes when we got bored at home.

2008-09-17T14:18:00.005+08:00

i was bored at home. like duhh. as always. 24/7. so i decided to disturb my sister while she was revising for her exam. haha. firstly, she was just ignoring me all the way. so i was "happily" talking to myself most of the time. err, no. i was also talking to her soft toy called Danny. (andd she thinks that im crazy. do u think so? hahaha) it was damn cute andd she named it after our mother's fren's son because they look alike. omgosh. she's bad right. i know. hehh. if only that Danny was alive, ohh please.. dont remind me of that "chucky" movie! haha. after several minutes, my sister finally took a break maybe due to her noisy sister *ehem*. plan worked! lol. oh wells andd we camwhored as she suggested! it has been a long time since i took pictures of myself. i think i've grown ugly. wahahaha.

omgosh! pimples scars!! its okayy cos my sis has them too. *evil laugh*

thats Danny! isnt he cuteeeeeee? awww..

do we look alike? fyi thats my specs she's wearing. hahh

wadds with my hands? hahahas.

ps: im still waiting for the pictures PATIENTLY. heeeees.

widd love, tashaa

i love it

2008-09-16T17:39:00.003+08:00

And maybe it's true
I'm caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance
That you're stuck on me too
Maybe I'm wrong, it's all in my head
Maybe we're afraid
Words we both haven't said

updates will be done soon until i got the photos from ain & faz. i had a brillant time last weekend. thanks to you lovely people:) mmuahhs!

widd love, tashaa

2008-09-16T17:22:00.002+08:00

put pics here
pink is the new black

big eyes.big face.big mouth

widd love, tashaa

2008-09-16T17:18:00.003+08:00

lovely is love

widd love, tashaa

i cant wait!

2008-09-09T16:55:00.011+08:00

ain booked me andd nad on the 15th!! gosh. we thought of giving ain some time to relax her mind & stuff first b4 meeting her up for break fast on the third week. oh wells. so im booked next mon ppl! i cant wait to meet ain. i know nad cant wait to see her too! 15th sept, here we come:)

so anyone else who want to book me? pls tell in advance okayy. muahahaha. lols.

i've been day dreaming too much. and i know it will super duper never ever in a lifetime be true soo tasha, stop it siah!!

Doaku agar kaukan selalu bahagia,
Agar kau temui insan tulus menyayangimu
Lepaskanlah diriku kerna keredhaanmu,
Bukan kerna dendam jua bukan kerna kau terpaksa,

Ku tinggalkan memori bersamamu,
Kuundur diri bersama harapan.

Tidak kesampaian cinta kita,
Kubawa harapan kupendam rahsia,
Ku dikejauhan mendoakan,
Agar kau bahgia tiada lagi duka,
Daku rela mengundur diri,
Ku pasti dikaukan fahami

fazli zainal - harapan

widd love, tashaa

my short updates okayy

2008-09-08T17:06:00.006+08:00

some short updates to be shared:

my two younger sisters and i decided to fork out our money first and repay them widd our hari raye collection money later. so finally we bought ourselves a ******!!!! im happy! they're happy!! hahhhhhahahas. *evil laugh*

i was supposed to meet my wonderful two super babes last saturday at my aunt's place for break fast. budd only nad was there. nad and i were shocked & worried sick actually when ain is not there at our aunt's place though her fam was there. ohh gosh. u know we missed u damn much. we'll meet up sooon okayy. for now, u better coool down first. when u're ready to share it widd us, we will always be there for u babe no matter wadd:) pour out all those problem when the time comes, somehow your heart will get better. rmbr this, we love you till end!

andd i accompanied nad the next day to raffles city. she registered for the cleo cover gerl search contest lahh shey! im proud of her. HAH. heeeees. so there's makeover which includes makeup, hair makeover and wardrobe. soooo i stood there waiting for her till she finished. imagine how tired your legs will be. serious shit i need a foot massage!!! hehes. after nad's makeup was done, her hair was only straightened! aje! that hairstylist pemalas. the other gerls had curls and watsoever. tkpe ehk nad. u are still jambu widd the "burung hantu" makeup. lols. andd yessssssssssssss we break our fast at kentucky fried chicken!!! finally after so loooonngg i get to taste back those zinger! muahahahas. sedap youuuu! after finish eating & since my legs cannot take it anymore, i decided to take the bus home alone. ALONE. bacin sak kau nad. matair nyer psl, aku tk psl. ohh yahhh. NAD GOT A MATAIR LAHH SHEY! (i'll elaborate on that soon) so yahh. hahahas.

firstly on a particular night when i was sleeping so soundly with the coool breeze from the fan and the comfort of my bed, pillows and blanket, a sms came in. with those sleepy eyes of mine, i read the sms. ".... jus to let u know that im officially attached today." !!!!!!! tell me who's not suprised. tooop tooop da attached. beh tk nk bilang siape tau. secret konon till we meet up. SLENGE. hahas. andd i finally got to know who's that lucky person a few days ago. andd heyy, MY GUESS WAS RIGHT LAHH SHEY!! eversince i knew abt it, i kept teasing her all the wayy. rmbr the game "reversi"?? i know im bad. HAH. main2 ajek tau. maaf ye nad. nanti hari raye aku mintak maaf lagik tau. heee:) syg kau! so i shall wish the best for nad & ** (nad, shud i reveal his name? hahhs.) and ain & shazrul:) tkmo gadoh2 selalu ye krg2. when u gerls are happy, im happy tooo! ku tumpang gembire boleh? heees. as for me, time will tell. insyaallah. amin.

widd love, tashaa

the eve of september:)

2008-08-31T19:47:00.005+08:00

i had a fine afternoon jus now budd somehow it turned out extremely painful for me. i was frustated and angry widd my ~~fcuking-useless-hit-u-like-mad-then-u-know~~ sister!only YOU know how i felt jus now. and im not talking to her till now. hahh. dont expect me to start any conversation widd her first ehk! ohh please. okay. teachers' day is tmr so i shall wish all the teachers in the world a HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! feed us widd education and ur guidance and we'll strive our best for our future:) thanks teachers! and tmr is also the start of the fasting month. selamat berpuase to all muslins in the world! tk sabar uhh nk raye!! (aik belum puase lagik) heees.

i've got a tembel at my lower eye lid. its painful everytime i blink my left eye. fyi, i didnt see anything/wadever **** okay. and my sis said that it was because of excess accumulation of oils and fine dusts and so it turns out to be like that. like a pimple on ur cheek, a "pimple" on the lower lid of my left eye. its small. u wont notice it if u take a glance at me. u'll see it if u stare at me. are u stalking me? hahhhahahs. i hope it gets better soon:) cos my fingers get so itchy and like to touch it. and the more i touch it, the worse it may get. so GET BETTER okayy! hahhs.

during this hols cum fasting month, i shall organise meet-ups widd my dearie, fazilah and my babes, ain & nad, and my adorable aqidoo, aqidah! nak tk nak tk?? heees. its been quite some time since we spend time together and share all our stuffs. so yeah. and to my besties, maaf ye tk dapat tag along during the teachers' day concert. we'll meet up soon too okayy:) imy all!!

ps: im hungry. step tk nk mkn shey tadi. i bet there's nothing to eat sooooo i'll cooook maggi-meeeee:) hehhs.

widd love, tashaa

im back

2008-08-28T16:06:00.009+08:00

i know i've been MIA-ing for too long and didnt managed to update my blogg. i hope all of us understand that i was having my study week and my semestral exam the weeks before. lots of apology okayy. smile:) and so im damn super duper hyper happy that im having my hols now! best kann. i know:) let me complain abt my MGEN paper. its super duper diff and i had not enough time to finish it. so i left the first qn blank. totally blank:( omg! i hope i can pass. *cross fingers* FPATH and AIMM was not that bad. since i can answer the qns, so thats good. hopefully. hahh. i shall update soooon. i wanna enjoy life now! heees

i've remove my archives. i've decided to start a diff better life from today onwards with a whole brand of new posts. i'm not gonna look back on the past:) wish me luck! ily!

widd love, tashaa

im esctatic

2008-08-28T15:23:00.004+08:00

exams are finally over!!
:)

widd love, tashaa

just some updates

2008-08-12T08:36:00.003+08:00

firstly, ohh yahh andd happy belated 43th birthday to singapore!!! though this year NDP was not that happening than before, i guess. maybe because it was held at marina bay instead of the kallang stadium. ohh how i missed kallang stadium which could hold more people than the current "stadium". hahh. aniwae. i didnt watch the live telecast of NDP. cos i think its quite boring. hahh. andd i didnt went out on that day itself cos it was jam-packed with humans andd humans everywhere. hahh. so i stay put at home with one of my sisters and mother. we watched korean movie "100 dys with mr arrogant". it was damn coooool plus funnnnyyy. heheeeees. i like! it made my day! :)

secondly, i know it is time for me to study and do revision for my upcoming semestral exams budd instead i watched olympics on sunday!! best ke pe! i just didnt have the mood to study uhh. post-national day mood u know. heees. andd i would like to make a complain right here, right now! why poly students do not have a public holiday on monday while the rest(pri,sec,jc&ite students) had theirs?? huh huh!! tell me nowwwwww! its soooo not fair tau!! we aslo students pe except that we do not wear uniform to skool everyday. budd still! ohh wells.

thirdly, this wednesday which is tmr, its the start of my study week. soooo no skooool till sem exam:) exceptions: revision lectures&htech term test. greatttt! budd the official study week starts next monday fyi. hahhs. more time to study, hopefully *cross fingers* tashaa, better not slack!

fourthly, to ain: lets just put all those sad, heartbreaking moments away/aside first andd focus on completing ur projects first okayy babe. we know u r sad abt all that budd if u keep thinking abt it, it will affect ur mood and thus affecting ur projects. put ur whole heart into the projects cos we know u cann do great for it:) its just a few days left till ur last submission kann. so do all out okayy! we are there when u need us no matter wadd. we're soo gonna meet up during hols and pour our hearts out to one another okayy! nadrah bte jani & nurul natasha bte sutrisnoh love nurul ain bte sumeri:) *huggs* ps: stay strong gerl.

fifthly, i am done with talking, i guess. hahh.

ej

2008-08-07T23:12:00.004+08:00

suddenly i just feel like posting this photo. how i missed you gerls a lot! i wonder who editted this. hahas. though we overcame lots misunderstandings/problems etc, we did managed to pull them thru. frankly, there were some not so sweet things that had happened between all of us, budd i am fortunate to have u gerls in my life. its been ard 5years 8mths now since we knew one another. ily darls always:)

haha. thanks!

2008-08-05T23:42:00.003+08:00

ohh yahh. did i tell you guys out there that i forgot to bring my ezlink to school!! omgosh. so wanna figure out how did i reach skool on time?

special thanks to my wonderful father for sending as well as fetching me back home:) ily no matter wadd. hahhs.

andd i had "father to daughter" talk widd him while going home. seriously u dont wanna know abt it cos ...

back to black

2008-08-05T17:20:00.002+08:00

to that someone that managed to brighten upp my lousy and tiring night while doing my csas andd aimm report yesterday, thanks so very extremely much:) it had been a nice and wonderful time chatting widd you. it cheered my lonely and stressed night andd i cant help giggling away in front of my lappy. thank god no one was ard except my father who was watching the tv late at night. hahhs. andd truthfully, i agree with you that all those bittersweet memories came back vividly in my head. andd somehow i cann feel the guilt surrounds me. i hope you know wadd i mean. :) seriously, chatting widd you felt different. budd i cant explain how diff it is. its just different. anyway rmbr that you wished me, "have the sweetest dream tonite". i did had the dream budd it is not even sweet. andd i was shocked when i woke upp. come to think of it, why in the world did i dreamt of something that is contradicting with the reality? its damn weird. i dont want to have those kind of dreams anymore cann. hopefully:)

not ours

2008-08-03T17:08:00.003+08:00

some things in life you just cant own it no matter how badly you want it. budd whyy???? ohh wells.

just my luck

2008-07-30T14:34:00.004+08:00

i thought this monday would be the end of all the quizes and reports budd nope. tskk. ohh yahh. yesterday i had my french role play. andd mr guiliano didnt come sooooo mr jerome took us for the day. o ohhhhh. actually we did quite okayy kann aqidah:) only we know how we did yesterday. hahh. andd thats finallly over! french is OVER! so dis friday i'll be having my aimm lect quiz and on mon is fpath lect quiz. every tues till study week is csas report andd i've got a new report to do lahh shey! aimm report! like again. omgosh. andd semestral examm is coming soon u know. how fast cann that be.

25 aug - molecular genetics
26 aug - fundamentals of pathology
28 aug - applied immunology

all im waiting for is NATIONAL DAY. though its on saturday budd who cares! ohh yahh. when aug ends and september comes, it will be the start of the fasting month. have i repay my fast? ermmmm. i had right? yahh, i had. hahhhs. oh wells.

survey done!

2008-07-29T14:51:00.004+08:00

GOT TAGGED BY FAZILAH:)

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
Paris!!! Je pouvez parle francais un peu! Heees.

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
Online budd appearing offline. Hahh. Andd watch tevee. Andd eat andd …

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
I say “no”.

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
I will receive anything that comes sincerely to anyone, no matter wadd it is:)

5. Things you can't live without:
My hp, some $$ andd ez-link!

6. What are you afraid to lose?
My loved ones esp my family.

7. If you win 1 million, what would you do?
I think I will use $500 andd go shopping first! hahas. The rest I haven’t think of wadd to do widd it. Maybe donating! Dapat pahala you:)

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
Get a good job that I love and start a happy family. chey! heees.

9. List down 3 good points of the person who gave this survey.
Sweet, funny and bubbly!!

10. What makes me happy?
Sweet and sincere smiles make my day:)

11. What type of person do you hate most?
I dont hate. I DISLIKE. hypocrites?

12. If you could have a superpower what would it be?
To be able to FLY! so I can fly to skool instead.

13. Would you go for happiness or money?
Happiness! I can work hard for money though.

14. Who do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My beloved family!

15. If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him?
I don’t think so. Budd if it is for a good cause, why not.

16. Who was the last person who hugged you?
Im deprived of some huggs cann?

17. What is the one thing you want badly now?
Get over widd sem exams andd enjoy the hols! I seriously need that break!

18. Whom are you close to?
My family. My besties. My babes. My dearie. Andd you you you too.

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
It depends.

20. If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be?
Err, none i guess. Mistakes are meant to be learnt andd for us not to make the same mistake & to do a better job in future:)
___________________________________________________________________

7 things that scares you:
Allah. when im scared then i'll tell you:)

7 things that you like most:
My laptop. My bed. Watch tevee. Fried rice and NASI LEMAK!! DARK chocolates. Sleeppp.

7 important things in my room:
My fan. My roomlights. My bed. My four pillows. My blanket. My mirror. My laptop.

7 random facts bout me:
I love to smile a lot.
I seriously love to daydream. (if u noticed very hard)
I love to eat andd Im getting fatter each day. tskk!
I like to nagg for funn. My besties labeled me as “mak goyah”!
I love Indon guys! They are hott!!
I dislike to go out on weekends.
I like to act innocent budd i am innocent. (*sparkling eyes big big*)

7 things that I plan to do before I die:
Importantly, taubat first.
Get good/excellent results.
Get a gooooood job!
Get degree, masters, pHD maybe.
Make my parents super duper hyper happy!
Save lots of money and go for holidays widd my fam.
Send my parents to umrah/haji.

7 things I can do:
I can dance.
I can sketch random stupid stuffs budd not complicated ones.
I can cook fried rice. budd it is still bland though. Im improving okay:)
I can be a good listener.
I can joke in a sarcastic way.
I can do alot of things!!! hahahhas.

7 things that I can't do:
I cant play any musical instruments except the recorder.
I cant eat widd chopsticks.
I cant type very fast.
I cant think of the rest right now.

7 things you are attracted to in the opposite sex:
His eyes. His smiles. His understanding. His patience. His humour. His respect towards others. His responsibility. His love. His ...

7 things that I often say:
Miss me okay!
Slengeh bacin sak kau.
Haha, lols.
Trueeee!
Like wadd..??
Siot jekk.
Yo, wadds upp!

7 people to do this survey:
Aqidah
Ayu
Ain
Nad
Kinn
Ct
Radd
Love
Afifah
Ps: If you guys are not busy & are willing to do uhh. If don't want, it's okayy! :)
And to those who are willing to do this!

i have to let it go

2008-07-25T18:28:00.002+08:00

my heart felt heavy. too heavy to even lift it upp. budd i kept on dragging it. there's too much of secrets of you and B that im holding on to and trying to make it invisible to people whom i loved most. you know it, all about it because the secrets are all about you and B. i cannot bear to see you in a hard situation andd thats why im helping you to keep all those secrets safe. and then again im feel guilty. i love you andd i love them too. my love for all of you are the same. in the first place, why you did this to all of us? it was your fault since 7-8 years ago. i was young back then. too young to even understand. andd now i finally understand. the question is why? do you even think of us whenever you are widd B? its been couple of times i saw B whenever i was widd you. when i looked at her, i wonder. "is there anything wrong widd A that you even have the heart to do this to her? she's the best. the best person i ever had in this world." most of the time my heart aches and cry whenever i see A trying to masquerade everything as if nothing happens. i feel damn fcuking sorry for A that im keeping this very secrets from her. if only you know how my heart feels. andd if only you know how A's heart feels. A's strong. so strong andd patient to undergo a pain-killing experience like this in her life. she didnt ask for it. i hope you understand. i love you no matter wadd.

from the heart

2008-07-23T23:16:00.004+08:00

sometimes i dont wanna miss you. budd it just naturally appear within me to miss you. all i wanna do now if stop reminiscing about that day everytime i think about you. i feel so stupidd to have done that. andd it's hard for me to forget about it. guilt. im wondering very hard, if you feel the same way too? or in actual fact, you jus dont. thats wadd my heart kept saying. ouchh.

thru all those work

2008-07-23T22:59:00.003+08:00

im busily burdened widd projects dateline and tests. andd im damn sorie if i couldnt update as much as before. only to express the amount of exhausting andd brain-cracking experience throughout the week or so. a sigh of relief is wadd im able to afford after completing one project/assignment etc. budd look at the other projects that are still patiently waiting for me out dere. if only there are multiples of me, wouldnt life is easy? im complaining.

andd i had a great wonderful happy joyous time of the week widd my gerls jus now. thanks darlas! ily andd i know u love me too:) to ain andd nad, slengeh & bacin, mmuahhs! heeees. pics will be uploaded soon. yess soon. hopefully.

i still remember

2008-07-17T15:58:00.001+08:00

andd today is hafiz rocksiao bdae soooo happy eighteenth birthday to you dude! happyhappy selalu ye:) rock on!

in memory

2008-07-17T14:34:00.006+08:00

i accidentally watched tv in the morning when i was not supposed to today. i was eating my lunch so ohh wells. my mother andd i were watching this celebrity gossips thingy and they were all arguing abt the song which this singer, geby had sang before she died tragically. arguing abt who worte the song andd watsoever. aniway thats not the thing i wanted to share over here. i heard the song which geby had sang for the first time jus now. andd truthfully i like it:) andd ppl over at indonesia once said that when u sing along to the song at night, "she" will come to u. they said that ard few months ago when geby killed herself andd the news of it was so hot back then. andd im not sure whether if it's real. i actually did some findings to understand better why geby killed herself. (maklumlahh tashaa kan kepo!) andd here's wadd i found:

Versi Kedua
Namanya Gaby, Dia anak SMU Blora di Madiun (katanya, tapi temen-temen aku bilang dia ank sidoarjo), dia juga anak Band khususnya vokal, sewaktu itu dia kelas 3 SMA mau menempuh ujian pastinya. Dia punya pacar anak pembalap, suka balapan motor. Nah, pada waktu masa-masa ujian itu mereka jarang komunikasi karena sibuk belajar. Tanpa diketahui Gaby, ternyata pacarnya meninggal gara-gara kecelakaan. Orang tua pacarnya maupun temen-temennya nggak mau kasih tau Gaby, takut mengganggu konsen belajarnya. Akhirnya setelah selesai ujian Gaby ke rumah pacarnya bermaksud buat ketemu, kan kangen tuh, n mau marah-marah juga cz knp setelah ujian pacarnya nggak kasih kabar. Truz pas di rumah pacarnya, Gaby kaget kok rame-rame, banyak orang baca yasin. Ibu pacarnya akhirnya kasih tau ke Gaby kalo pacarnya uda nggak ada, meninggaL! Gaby shock banget pastinya, dia stress berat! Temen dan keluarganya kasih support dia untuk bangkit. Sampai akhirnya dia berhasil menciptakan lagu itu, lagu tentang perasaan dia. Niatnya Lagu itu akan dipentaskan pas perpisahan sekolah. Tapi sayangnya .. Gaby memilih ketemu sama pacarnya, dia dikabarkan gantung diri! Nah .. setelah itu menyebarlah Lagu-lagunya .. Dan banyak yang bilang setelah ngedengerin lagu itu banyak yg didatangi cewek cantik alias Hantunya Gaby. Katanya juga banyak kejadian-kejadian gitu sekitar bulan desember yaitu pas bulan kelahiran Gaby.

http://ndoe.wordpress.com/2008/05/25/misteri-lagu-gaby-tinggal-kenangan/

ps: sorie to those who dont understand malay/indon cos im abit lazy now to translate the indon text in eng. desolee!

andd this is only one of the versions that they said to have caused her death and the effects of it. a lot of ppl told diff versions of it. budd mostly this is also wadd i heard from the tv. except the part on how she killed herself. the tv said that she jumped off from a tall building and she died with her body spliting in half at her hips, if im not wrong. how tragic cann that be!

anyway i checked out whether photo of geby and her bf are available on the net budd nope. the tv aslo didnt show it. (like duhh tashaa!) haishh. it was a sad thing to lose your loved one budd it was even sadder to lose yourself due to that. andd she was like only ard my age. ohh well.

oh kekasih
jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
kini kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

jauh kau pergi (tinggal kenangan) - gaby

finally to late geby and her bf, rest in peace. amin.

funny part one

2008-07-15T21:39:00.005+08:00

a random photo while i was browsing through my photobucket account. isn't the photo "nice"? seriously, i like it. cos i've got big cartoon-like eyes *eyes blinkblink* hees. aqidah has got a big cheek which is one sided only. poor thing ehk. hahas. andd wendy has a biig mouth! lols. andd thanks to madhavi lappy for the effects:) i miss camwhoring widd ppl! lets photoshooot!! jom lahhh:)

actually i think that im bored at this moment. that's why. hahh. cant blame it on me perr. andd i've got to be in skool at 9am for mgen project. danggits!

pink is lovely

2008-07-13T20:31:00.009+08:00

ive decided to add a dropp of pinkk on my blogg:) is it nice? hahh. do comment ye.
aniway. ive got lots of projects waiting for me to work on this week. andd a whole bunch of tests coming upp. tskk. how cool cann that be! i know, it suck. erghh. andd im still not in a moood to do all those things. like waddd. ohh come on, get that tashaa's body of urs andd DO IT!
1.htech project 2.mgen project 3.csas project 4.french role play 5.fpath test 6.htech lect quiz 7.french culture quiz 8.aimm tut quiz 9.htech post-lab quiz 10.mgen prac test 11.mgen lect quiz 12.aimm lect quiz andd last bud not the least.. semestral examm! hoorayy -_-ll ohh mann. i need my druggs andd a remedy. ohh yess aqidah, im certaily not drug-free. hehes. that random! imy sweets!

thanks to: http://kraehwinkelei.deviantart.com/art/pink-91531033

nice scorching hott tripp

2008-07-13T20:13:00.003+08:00

ohh yahh. i forgot to update abt my tripp to darul ma'wa widd sexy nad, her sis andd my sis. it was funn actually. more updates, feel free to go this blogg:

she claims that she's sexy. ermm. wadd cann i say. i dont deny it anyway. after all, she's a preciously thing to me. ily:)

i've got a secret! he or she? he's hot. *drools*

just for fala-aliah bte sutrisnoh

2008-07-10T21:54:00.003+08:00

having a sister is like having a best friend you cant get rid off. just so you know, watever you do, they will still be there by your side. thanks:)

andd when mother and father dont just understand it, a sister always will and we complain about it back to each other. how funn cann that be!

widd that, happy sixteen bdae to you pretty sister! only sixteen ke pe! hehhs. andd you are my gem andd will always be a part of me. ily:) mmuahhs!

Sisters share childhood memories and grown-up dreams together. ~Author Unknown

selamat ulang tahun!

2008-07-09T16:45:00.006+08:00

you wake up another year is gone you're 21
i guess you wanna know why i'm on the phone
its been a day or so
~~i know its kinda late,~~ budd happy birthday

yeah yeah woah woah
i know you hate me
yeah yeah woah woah
well i miss you too
yeah yeah i know
~~i know it's kinda late~~, budd happy birthday:)

happy birthday-the click five

Happy birthday to you, this is your day.
On this day for you we're gonna love you in every way.
This is your day, your day, happy birthday to you, to you.
This day is only for you, 'cause you're so special in every way,
happy birthday to you!

happy birthday-new kids on the block

aku kangen sama kamu

2008-07-08T22:51:00.015+08:00

ingat waktu kamu peluk aku
cium kedua pipiku
bilang kamu sayang aku
bilang kamu cinta aku
kini kamu telah pergi
tinggalkan aku sendiri
aku mulai menyedari
kamu yang paling bererti

aku kangen kamu syg
masih kangen kamu syg...

this was meant for tmr's post. budd i just couldnt keep my eyes open till twelve midnight to come. oh well. andd this was specially meant for eu sweetheart darlingg. loves

andd today is kak liza's bdae sooo happy bdae to eu kak! happyhappy always ye andd stay pretty always. ily:)

sick of studying cann

2008-07-05T22:51:00.002+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY ?
aku masih sayang-st12

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
di alam fana cinta-fotograf

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
always be my baby-david cook

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
with you-chris brown

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
back to black-amy winehouse

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
fantasia bulan madu-search

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
iasbella-various malay artists

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
disco lazy time-nidji

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
bintang-anima

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
wonder woman-mulan

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
sementara-cradle

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
ada apa denganmu-peterpan

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
more to life-stacie orrico

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
jadikan aku yg kedua-astrid

WHAT DO YOUR CRUSH THINK OF YOU??
kangen-rasty

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
jangan pernah berubah-marcell

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
stuck-stacie orrico

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
wont go home without u-maroon five

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
cinta ini membunuhku-d'masiv

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
face a la mer-calogero

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
satu bintang-antique

i almost forgot

2008-07-04T20:24:00.004+08:00

oh yahh. andd i supper dupper miss joe jonas. *sparkling eyes big big* lols. hahh.
told ya im fcuking bored.

let's just say im too bored

2008-07-04T19:54:00.004+08:00

im supper bored right now. like dupper dupper wide big huge large humongous XXXL bored. seriously. no ones at home except me andd my lovely mother. aww. she's so lovely, aint she? "i got it from my mama.." lol. okehh back to the topic. so, anyone out there could u please entertain me? ergh. mother just send me a bowl of chips, lays chips. omg. she's eating andd im eating. andd both samesame grows fat together! like mother, like daughter. hahh. cann she stop "feeding" me widd chips andd chocs! oh yahh. recalled wadd mother always said,"selagi keropok cokolat tu tak abes, selagi tu kene makan sampai abes." tskk. den bile mau abes? u tell me! cos cos. my lovely aunt at jurong kept giving us chips andd chocs. lau siket tkpe. berpacket-packet u know. haisshh. i wonder when will i slim down. hehh. as im writing this post, im munching away those chips. mmm. yummy yet fattening:) anyone wants some? nudge me before i finish it okehh. heeee. fyi. i've got a few tests coming up dis week andd im damn abit lazy now to study. bored andd lazy. best! fpath, csas tests. csas report writing, fpath online exercise, apel online discussion, htech project two, mgen tutorial project andd more coming soon. errgh. its only gonna be the third week of skool yet there's THIS much of work to complete. -_-ll

ps: i've finished munching all the chips. oops. so i better endd here for today. heee. watch tevee? why not!

i miss faz every second, minutes etc.
i miss aqidah on wed, thurs, fri, sat andd sun.
i miss ain andd nad the whole day of the months.
i miss kinn, suee, enaa andd radd all the time of my life.

im in love

2008-07-01T23:15:00.003+08:00

i know im ketinggalan zaman agaknyer budd oh well. i just realised that im in love widd joe jonas! *drools* hahh. thanks ehk aqidah! love youuuu soo much! budd budd i love him much much more:) lol

reminiscing

2008-06-27T14:15:00.002+08:00

i was blogg-hopping andd i came across a few bloggs andd i asked myself, "mcm aku kenal orang nie." hahh. andd obviously i do! how great! they were my primary school mates lahh shey. it has been years since i saw them andd only rare moments tat i terserempak widd them. how sad. Do we recognise one another? maybe most of us will ask ourselves, "i've seen him/her before" or "i think i know this person" or "he/she looks familiar" and etc. Care to tegor? afraid that the old mates of urs doenst recognise/know u. its goood to know that they are all living wonderfully till now. though yess there're ups andd downs. oh well its part andd parcel of life. the gerls become pretty teens andd the boys become hot guys. wow. suddenly i missed my primary school days. those wonderful, cute, childish days of mine.

to be continued..

ps: special thanks to one guy fren of mine cos he has the link to one of my primary school mates andd so the exploration begins from there. sweet thanks!

off for my htech lecture:)

dont deny it

2008-06-26T20:59:00.004+08:00

imagine me and you
and you & me
no matter how we tossed the dice
we're meant to be
the only one for me is you
and you for me
so happy together..

"it hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone andnever find the courage to let the person know how you feel."

fatty acids & glycerol

2008-06-24T21:59:00.003+08:00

"fatty acids & glycerol". the phrase tat i'll use to show that im super fat or normal fat or *mini fat (*exception). andd seriously i have to admit to the whole wide world *ehem* tat ive gain weight now. tskk. believe it or not? believe it. andd it's bcos of the two weeks of term break whereby i've been slacking like madd & futhermore, my dearest aunt gave us a box full of 'lays' chips, 'snikers', 'mars', M&Ms, Merci chocolates. omgosh. who cant stand the temptation to eat all those kann. so ape lagi, munch munch all the way. hahh. andd now i jus have to bear the consequences lahh. andd somehow or rather tashaa is so the pemalas nk exercise. best pe! how to burn the amount of fat in your body if u dont want to exercise? haissh. fyi, im not the only one gaining weight. my mother too lahh shey. she's gained ard 5kg. how great is that! hehh. andd the minute i wanted to fast on the first day of skool reopen, i cant! bigg tummy. oh mummy please help me, s'il vous plait!

consuming 301190090787241206 amount of bits & pieces of chocolates will not make me a happy person. they're fattening!

No easy way to say this

2008-06-23T22:04:00.002+08:00

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.
Today.

Andd all that sweet fun is mine

2008-06-21T16:56:00.005+08:00

delayed pictures andd im so sorry. oh well, do enjoy them okayy:) pls click the link!

andd each year, you become one year older. more funn, more laughters andd a whole new experience awaits for you. smiles widen on your face andd with that, im happy:)

Andd happy birthday

2008-06-13T17:21:00.006+08:00

andd happy bdae:)

Random stuffs

2008-06-11T16:09:00.008+08:00

Tagged by KINN and SUEE and RADD.

Rules & Regulations of this quiz is ...

a) people who have been tagged must write their answers on theirblogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

b) tag 6 people to do this quiz & thos who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Q : If your lover betrayed you, what would be your reaction?
A: oh well, lets dump him. HE'S NOT MEANT FOR ME!

Q : If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
A: a happy family. a happy life. lots of smiles:)

Q : Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
A: i guess im real.

Q : Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
A: not really. budd its full of suprises andd mystery. hahh

Q : Would you change yourself for the person you love?
A: to be a better person, why not kann.

Q : Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
A: my mother always say, "being loved by someone is the best!"

Q : How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A: short or long, it doesnt matter. im still waiting fyi. hehh

Q : If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
A: angel says," lets not destroy their relationship. u're a good gerl:)"
devil says, "so wadd! lets be "goooood" frens widd him andd let nature takes its course. hahh"

Q : Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A: recently im happy:)

Q : Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
A: not only butterflies, budd all kinds of insects in my stomach. expection: cockroaches!

Q : Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
A: certainly yessh

Q : Who are currently most important people to you?
A: family. besties. babes. dearies. they're always impt:)

Q : Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
A: tat *romeo. we know we couldnt.

Q : What's the ideal perfect relationship to you?
A: perfect? nehh. jus right is ideal:)

Q : Are you happy with your life?
A: elated. esctatic. euphoria

Q : Would you give all in a relationship?
A: certainly, 110% cann?

Q : If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick?the lousiest one?OR the better one?
A: of course, the better one:)

Q : What type of friends do you like?
A: friends who are there for you no matter wadd.

Q : Do you often wish there was something you could change?
A: yess yess. can i go back to the past & mend my mistakes??

Q : What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
A: his smile:) [if he smiles at me lahh] if not, his eyes.

6 people I tagged :

AIN
NAD
FAZ
AQIDAH
AFIFAH
AYU

la la la la la

2008-06-10T13:38:00.004+08:00

till i get those horribly pretty sweet childish vogue cute pictures from kinn or radd, then i'll tell the story:) andd life's never as wonderful as yesterday.

sweet birthdays

2008-06-10T13:18:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BELATED SWEET BDAE TO AQIDAH, ENAA:)

aqidah aqidoo!

ANDD HAPPY WONDERFUL BDAE TO FAZ:)

fuzzy faz!

ILY GERLS ALWAYS NO MATTER WADD:)

andd term test was finally over. thanks for the hard+diff+not so easy+tough papers. ohh well its now over:) welcome to the term break ppl!
im loving it.

screwedd

2008-05-23T19:06:00.004+08:00

ohh dammit. i havent edited my csas slides andd havent start thinking of wadd im gonna say for 3-5mins on tues. im panicking rite now so any kind soul pretty pls help me? thanks:)

andd today is madhavi's bdae. soooooo....
happy bdae to euuuuu!!!!!! chey. u are alr 20 ryte? kann kann? weelll, happy future endavours andd happy life ahead pretty eu:)

aimm test jus now was **** diff. actually its diff for me add im not sure abt wadd the others said. budd some said it was diff too. however when the test paper came back later, they conferm will score higher than me lahh. thanks ehkk for telling me its diff. appreciated. andd i was happy tat i managed to pass my fpath andd mgen tut quiz. though the scores were not tat great, it's still okayy:) budd i still feel im the lowest in the class of super duper intelligent peeps. tskk:(

how i miss my B1 mates. cos now im a G5. ohh well. live widd it andd better be one of those super duper intelligent peeps out dere in my class! hahh. dream on.

je suis fatiguee. et toi? bon weekend:)

ps:do enjoy ur weekend cos the days to come are gonna be super hyperly filled widd stress andd tests andd examss andd sooooon term break:)

its just me

2008-05-21T13:33:00.009+08:00

im not a girl not yet a woman

I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
That life doesn't always go my way, yeah

Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize

I'm not a girl, 
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

I'm not a girl
There is no need to protect me
It's time that I
Learn to face up to this on my own


overprotected

Say hello to the girl that I am
You're gonna have to see through my perspective
I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am
And I don't wanna be so damn protected

There must be another way
'Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say
What a girl is to do
God, I need some answers

What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How am I supposed to know what's right
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected


everytime

Notice me, take my hand 
Why are we strangers when 
Our love is strong 
Why carry on without me 

Everytime I try to fly, I fall 
Without my wings, I feel so small 
I guess I need you, baby 
And everytime I see you in my dreams 
I see your face, it's haunting me 
I guess I need you, baby 

I make believe that you are here 
It's the only way I see clear 
What have I done 
You seem to move on easy


from the bottom of my broken heart

Never look back we said 
How was I to know I'd miss you so? 
Loneliness up ahead 
Emptiness behind, where do I go? 
And you didn't hear all my joy through my tears 
All my hopes through my fears, did you know? 
Still I miss you somehow 

From the bottom of my broken heart 
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know 
You were my first love, you were my true love 
From the first kisses to the very last rose 
From the bottom of my broken heart 
Even though time may find me somebody new 
You were my real love, I never knew love 
Till there was you 
From the bottom of my broken heart

reminiscene is sweet:)

ohh mummy

2008-05-21T11:51:00.008+08:00

today is vesak day!!! woo-hooo. okayy. tats it. im gonna do my revision. buddddddd... im still watchin tevee andd bloggin andd watchin conan andd slacking most of the time. great! i thought i was goin to be a hardworking gerl for all you know. hahh. down the drain, i guess. andd did i mentioned how much i got for my mgen tut quiz? its damn not-up-to-the-class-standard:( andd i think im the lowest in the class of intellectuals excludin me. tskk. its alrite. its okayy. time to buck up! seriously.

adding on to the list of tests/interviews/presentation:
23may- aimm quiz
26may- htech project 1 interview
26may- fpath quiz
27may- csas presentation
27may- french quiz
28may- fpath assignmt 2 dateline
30may- htech quiz

tskkk! i want to get rid of all these tests!

enough of school stuffs, lets move on. thanks. wanna hear something funny? hees. here goes..

baim is a 4yr old kid. miley is baim's elder sister. fahri and miley like each other. at this episode of the story, baim was kidnapped. there were some misunderstandings/obstacles btween miley andd fahri that caused them to be apart from each other. baim initially wanted to create a scene whereby he could make his sister, miley andd fahri to get back together. however he was kidnapped. so miley andd fahri hadd to join forces to find baim. tada tada tada.. i find this ending of the episode very cute andd funny:D

baim: kak fahri enggak marah lagik sama kak miley?
fahri : enggak baim..
baim: kak miley marah sama kak fahri ?
miley: kak miley enggak marah sihh sama kak fahri ..
baim: yay. (miley andd fahri smiling shyly at each other)
baim: cium dong.
(miley andd fahri were stunned)
baim: cium aku dong.
(andd the both of them kissed baim)

HAHAHAHA. that kid surely is clever. at first i thought baim wanted miley andd fahri to kiss each other. hahh. budd he was actually wanted them to kiss him. next time must say specifically andd clearly. hehhs.

its been 53 days since i last saw eu.

i just love it

2008-05-17T17:28:00.009+08:00

ahhhhh wheeeee! its weekend:) im happy, u're happy andd everyone's happy! budd my happiness wont last long cos i've got lots of stuffs to do. shit.

23may- aimm quiz
26may- htech project 1 interview
27may- csas presentation
27may- french quiz
28may- fpath assignmt 2 dateline
30may- htech quiz

andd not forgetting fpath quiz andd mgen quiz which i donn know when it is. tskk. im unhappy:(

aniwae. i hadd funn yesterday widd radd and ct:) firstly i met radd andd we were off to watch movie at TM. actually we wanted to watch either 'iron man' or 'speed racer' budd in the end we watched 'made of honor'. cool! except for the part which irritates us the most- those under age bunch of gerls sitting behind of us. tak tau nk duduk diam. okay back to story. andd after the movie ended, we met ct at town. before that i terserempak widd afifah lahhh!! andd there's one stupid mistake i made.

afifah: natasha!
me: hey!!! afifahhhhh!!! where's ct?
afifah: *blurr*( budd still excited.)
me: ermm, where's aqidah?? (widd a paiseh+excited look on my face)
afifah: ohh, she got band at 6 jus now.
me: ohh yah. haha! who with..?
afifah: my cousins. that guy andd gerl over there.
me: ohh.
afifah: where u goin?
me: im goin out widd my frens.
afifah: okayy lahh. cya ard. take care okay!
me: u too. take goooooooood care of urself:)
both: byeeeeeeeeee!

hahas. spot the mistake i made?hahh. omg. i think i m too excited to meet ct at that point of time lahh. so tersalah sebut name. mintak maaf nyer awakawak yg sewaktu dgn nyer. peace!

andd tada tada tada we met ct. andd she was asked to help buy a gift for her fren and yeah we walked ard town. andd while thwy were eating gelato, both ct andd radd spot farhan andd afiq. budd i didnt. cos im too engrossed at tat point of time widd the salesgerl who was like saying, "offer offer! 20% off. offer offer! 20& off. offer offer ...." lols. andd i really had funn widd my two besties yest. ily gerls! mmuahhs:) andd enaa's bdae coming soooooonnn...

andd andd aqidahhhhh!!! i've seriously got more stuff to tell u tau! hehes. imy sweetie!

andd ppl, happy vesak day holiday to those not celebrating:)

radd! here i come

2008-05-16T14:18:00.003+08:00

today is friday andd hoo-ray!! weeeeekeeends are coming and vesak day is coming!! im happy. r u? hahh. aniwae. im having my 2hr break now andd tats why im blogging. mcm da jadi normal routine gitu. tskk. andd i shall talk abt wadd happened yesterday while i was going home. me andd lok pui were waiting for bus 23 andd theres alr a huge crowd at the busstop. i saw this one guy, so called nerd kind of guy, andd u know wadd he was doin? he was smiling. i know its not wrong to smile budd if ure smiling to someone, its fine kann. in this case, he was smiling to no one! okayy. actually its not that bad after all lahh. budd if u keep on smiling like that widd no purpose or shudd i say i dont know his purpose of smiling at himself, den ppl ard u could get irritated, am i right? say yess please. thanks! andd in the bus, there's this grp of malay tudong gerls standing next to me. andd not forgetting that "smiley" guy who was standing near them. den one of the gerls said, "krg tengok laki ni. tak abes abes senyum jek. nak kene sepak sak muke!" andd seriously he didnt stop smiling lahh. tk penat ke senyum ajek! hahhs.

aniwae. to nad andd ain! do you guys rmbr tat once we dared ourselves to keep smiling from one traffic light of the street to the other traffic light in bugis?? ingat tak ingat tak??! hahas. andd we practically did the dare kann kann. hahahs. rabak sakk! pecah shey my face. maluuuuuu. lols. okayy tat was in the past. andd hey i miss you babes badly:(

andd fyi im meeting radd later at 4 after my htch lect. going out for a movieee! andd after that im so gonna be broke again. tskk.

thursday blues

2008-05-15T12:32:00.004+08:00

i hadd the wierdest dream dis morning. budd if it is really in reality, i'll be the happiest person in the whole widdddeeeee worlllllddd!!

hahh. aniwae. today is thursday. fyi i am having a six hour break rite noooowww! tskk. andd im blogging in skool. how wonderful it is! hehh. me andd becky did half of the aimm lab report jus now andd now lk and zh are doing the rest. if i hadd to do it all by myself, omg. there goes my grade. hahh. okayy thats lame. andd as usual in order to make full use of my remaining two andd a half hours, im watching anime, blogging as well as bloghopping! killing two birds widd one stone! ehh noo. killing three birds instead of two. lol. andd tat seriously is lame-oh-my-****.

i miss kinn. i miss suee. i miss enaa. andd. i miss radd. like seriously cann! everyone's busy widd their skoolwork and stuffs. andd there's little terserempak-ness widd them in skool. tskk. andd fyi i've been terserempak-ing widd ida a couple of times:) andd some ytss 07 batch of students in tp. im yt batch06 right? hahh. familiar faces in tp andd i dont really like. hahh.

this is random.

now u're gone

i realised my love for u was strong

andd i missed u here

now u're gone

i've been waiting here by the phone

widd ur picture hanging by the wall

i've heard someone widd that sms tone jus now andd noww. thank god i've changed mine to ... budd certainly i do miss that tone alr. rmbr those time when i reallyreally wanna know wadd the song it is... it took me days-weeks to know the song title eversince i heard the song. andd that song is still in my fav list:) yayy! ily:)

one, two andd three, click

2008-05-14T10:44:00.003+08:00

Smile like you mean it

Looking back at sunsets on the Eastside

We lost track of the time
Dreams aren't what they used to be
Some things slide by so carelessly

the sun is down for today. i donno why. budd i certainly like the atmosphere of a rainny day. feels cooling and ~~refreshing~~. nuhh uhh. its a good time to sleeeepppp! hahh. budd i end skool at 3 later after my aimm lab. how great is tat. tskk. fyi i've got something to tell aqidah! andd im meeting her for lunch later at 11. whee. something that u really for sure wanna know. hahh.

ppl, lets smile:) ily

to u, mother

2008-05-05T19:43:00.006+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!

to my beloved mother, i love u no matter wadd happens. u are my idol andd my angel. im sorry for all those mistakes andd harsh words that i had done andd said from the past till now. andd i know i've been super duper very patient widd me all along. no word cann describe how much u've done for me. all i cann say is thanks andd ily:)

cheessy cupcake, will u be mine?

2008-05-02T12:54:00.006+08:00

i want my cupcake cann? pretty pleaseee:) ily!

its so random

2008-04-28T13:34:00.006+08:00

im busy im busy budd actually im not. cos last week was e most free-est week of all. no labb no some tuts. andd lects. how i love the first week of skool. gerek shey. andd u know wadd fpath is e-learning based. andd u know how i hate elearning based thingy! tskk. if i dont do well for fpath, mati siot andd all thanks to elearning thingy for all e help. hahh. aniwaes, at least htech is labb based subject andd so i dont have any exams! budddd keep in mind i still have tests andd quizzes andd labb stuffs to get myself a good grade. thanks ehk! budd at least aimm andd mgen so far are okayy. between this two, i prefer aimm cos i dont feel sleepy durin e lect. so which means mgen lects is ~~boring~~. its just tat e lecturer makes me wanna sleep. omg. a change in lecturer pretty pleaseee! thanks. hehh. of all the four subjects, none are my favourites:( sedihh u know. hahh. budd i will try to 'like' them, in a way or another. hopefully.

if u guys dont know wadd is fpath, aimm, mgen andd htech, its sooo obvious u didnt read my earlier post right right? hees. since im not the bad gerl for all u know:
fpath-fundamentals of pathology
aimm-applied immunology
mgen-molecular genetics
htech-histological techniques
welcomes ye!

andd have i told u tat i was 30mins late for my apel tut on thurs!! omg. thanks for leaving home 10mins late andd thanks for not trying to get into e bus tat i had to miss andd thanks for the very very late bus no. 23 fullstop. gerek pe lambat. haha. n aqidah was also late too. besties 4ever ke pe! hahas.

btw i dreamt something very awkward andd funny. hahaha. its for me to **** andd for u to find out. budd wadd i can say is tat i love u. budd do i really love u? ermm, yadayadayada or shudd i say i miss u instead. yeah, imy.

"im yours u're mine". it doesnt apply to me yet. andd i dont think it will apply in e next few months cos im very happy widd my singlehoodies right here right now!! really? dont ask me! andd to those who are enjoying their happy+angry+sad+ happy moments widd their 'love' ones, till end tear u guys apart:) i'll pray for tat.

random-ness is funn!

i love french

2008-04-23T12:43:00.006+08:00

Face à la mer
J'aurais dû grandir
Face contre terre
J'aurais pu mourir
Je me relève
Je prends mon dernier rêve.

im stuck widd dis song! do you aqidah?? hehh!

stupppppiiidddd

2008-04-23T12:17:00.007+08:00

ain NICE. nad SEXY. tashaa SWEET

best pe amek video aku ehk nad! hahh. aku mati-mati ingatkan kau amek gmbr. sweet kann pose aku tu! maintain teros. i know:) wahahahas!

i still love them no matter how stupid they look in dis video!! hehh. ILYTWO!
i like the last pose, how sweet:)

omg. skoooolll

2008-04-20T18:33:00.003+08:00

yesterday's chalet was funn funn funn! i will update on that soon, not now cos im damn exhausted & sleepy. aniwae, tmr is the first day of skool. finally im a year2 student of TP:) yay! hees.

andd btw, today is kok kian's bdae! so HAPPY EIGHTEEN BDAE TO EUUUU!! may all ur wishes come true. happy future endavours and happyhappy widd the ones eu love. whee:)

andd tmr will be guo xiang's bdae:)

andd andd out of random, i've counted the number of ppl whose bdae is on april in my hp's calender only. let's guess.. not 5 not 8 budd 9 shey! byk tuh. hahh.

okay. im done for now. too tired. too sleepy. eye-bags are so obvious. in need of beauty sleep. loves!

i cant wait, cann i?

2008-04-17T18:26:00.004+08:00

finally the timetable was posted online. i'd checked mine andd i've got four new subjects. wow! andd a new CDS-FRENCH. hahh.

my wow subjects
Htech: Histological Techniques
MGen: Molecular Genetics
FPath: Fundamentals of Pathology
Aimm: Applied Immunology

omg. and the earliest i end skool is at 3pm. the latest i end skool is at 7pm. and I DONT HAVE ANY DAYS OFF while aqidah has friday off. wth. hmph. im angry! hehh. aniway tats okay:) i guess. budd im in the same FRENCH class wid aqidah!! HAPPY:) hopefully most of the breaks i cann meet up widd aqidah so that i cann complain & complain abt my classes. hahh.

3days left andd i cant wait for skool to begin:) like real.

B1 is always loved

2008-04-17T16:48:00.006+08:00

B1 ROCKS MY SOCKS! im gonna miss most of them cos they will all be attending diff lects, tuts andd labs when skool reopens on the 21april. *sobbed* oh well. budd i still got some of B1 widd me in Biomedical Tech. hopefully we'll be together. *cross fingers*
i miss our funn and laughters as a class:) ily

JESSICA AKA JESA:) she's the one im missing the most! why ohh why? why did u leave me? i have to go skool alone when skool reopens cos she'd transfered to yjc alr. no more going skool & going home together:( how sadd. rmbr the first time we introduce ourselves to each other. we're both from yishun and u live few blocks away from me. and u knew my sister cos both of u are from AI choir and u are her senior. and our birthdays are only a day apart. coincidence but true:) hehes. saggitaurians sisters always!
i miss our sweet talks and advices and happy smiles! ily

madura, madhavi, aqidah, nisa, tashaa = the click five? hahh. and i forgot who suggested naming us that. lol.
aniwae, the four of them in e pic went to Pharmaceutical Sc while i went to Bmt although all of us chose Bmt as our first choice. how sad. damn sad kann. TT. do survive without me okays! hehh. i think im the one who cant survive w/o them. budd i will okay. hees.
i miss our funny jokes and bubbly days together:) ily

ADORABLE AQIDAH:) are u really adorable?? hehhs:) no matter wadd, she's my B1 bestie! yay! though i like BLACK alooot, i still prefer RED BRACES!! hahas. rmbr the time when i asked u; "wadd skool are u from?" andd u said, "im from bartley sec." then i was like, "BARTLEY?" hehehs. andd rmbr our BFA & VOIP times, tak boleh angkat!
i miss our sweet and adorable smiles & cheery days & wonderful ups-and-downs+obstacles & deli-cious design canteen foooood:) ily

broken inside

2008-04-17T16:39:00.006+08:00

I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain.

Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore.

[seether - broken]

national service ke pe

2008-04-12T12:01:00.004+08:00

abg aizuddin has gone for his national service at bedok camp, guards on 11 april. (from faz's blogg)
abg aidil has gone for his national service at BMTC, pulau tekong on 11april.
abg alfa has gone for his national service at BMTC, pulau tekong on 14march.

andd i went to follow abg aidil's enrolment last fri widd his fam to pulau tekong. it was hot dere andd there's no wind at all. omg. hehh. aniwae, we did managed to see abg alfa while he was doing exercise. hahh! so these two brothers will stay quite near to each other cos their blocks are only next to each other. cool kann. (da lahh tu masok ns tempat yang same) andd ns food was ok. not bad actually. and we got to see more of abg alfa:) cos the canteen was next to his block. andd he andd his frens were looking over the windows to see the new recruits.

though absence makes the heart grows fonder.
smiling and waving to one another soothes one's heart.
andd those smiles are gonna be remembered in every single way.
cos it's hard to see one another as often everyday.
though they are far away from their loved ones.
their voices are the only gift everytime they call home.
andd one will always miss their smiles, laughters, kisses & hugs.
so please keep us in ur hearts everyday of your life there.

imy!

i went to watch syf last saturday widd aqidah & afifah:) TK band rocks my socks lahh shey! andd i think i saw habib. chey! aniwae, TK got gold. Bowen got gold too. Deyi also got gold. the three awesome top bands. however, sadly i must say, deyi clinched the Drum major of the year and the Display band of the year. congrats to them though. im quite sad for TK. nevertheless, TK did their very best:) *11claps* andd so i went out for dinner widd aqidah to tamp kfc. we went to bedok's kfc budd it was damn full leavin no place for us. tsk! hehh. tamp still the best!

one week left to skool.. i wonder if my skool life is gonna be the same as before widd new classmates.

happy birthday april babies

2008-04-09T11:47:00.011+08:00

happy bdae to u..
happy bdae to u..
happy bdae to 9 april babies..
happy bdae to euuu!!

another fren became EIGHTEEN today! chey. hahs. aniway, to yong herng, happy 18th bdae to u! may all ur wishes come true. have a wonderful life ahead. & happyhappy alwaes widd e ones u love esp *cough*wendy*cough*. hees

YH is one of my classmates that goin to BMT. yay! so i'll be seeing u & wendy, nyzah, tiong han, rebecca, lok pui, agnes more often than e rest of B1. how i miss dem so much durin e hols. & skool startin in less than two weeks time alr. omgosh! ain and nad both startin skool on e 140408. tp always starts skool and hols late. best ke pe. hahh. gotta start wakin up early alr. tskk.

happy sixteen bdae to zaineyy too! my wishes 4 u are happy future endavours & happyhappy always widd e ones u love & be loved & takecare selalu ye:) enjoy ur day today!

suddenly i miss watchin marching band perform widd their cool moves, dancing while playing their instruments & performin diff shapes/logos/wadever they call it. its damn niice to watch lahh! ilike:) n my adekk sdare performing dis sat at national stadium. (is it really at national stadium? kate national stadium tutop alr) my aunt asked us to go. great! i feel like goin but see first lah nehh.

i have yet to conferm widd aqidah when i will be meeting her for our date. if not dis week, then it must be next week. seriously i need to meet her alr lahh. we'll be apart next sem. sadded kann. tau tkpe! if our lunch break samesame, we go lunch together okays. hehee.

i watched football dis morning lahh shey. that was only my second time which i had to wake up at 2.30 in e morning. hahh. liverpool vs arsenal. guess who won? LIVERPOOL won 4-2:) wheeee. hehh. i thought arsenal was goin to win cos they played good durin the first half. however, liverpool played better in the second half. i like:) hahhs. watching football was random. i needed to wake my father up cos he was the one who wanted to watch the match. mentangmentang lahh kite nii tk skola kann.

to father & mother

2008-04-06T18:56:00.004+08:00

i think i saw A yesterday. widd these blurr2 eyes of mine, i know he saw me then avoided lookin at me. hah. same like the other time. tsk! dunn worry, cos i will do e same thing too:) heh.

aniwae as usual on sunday afternoon, i will sit n watch 'idola cilik' on RCTI. damn funn like hell. everytime i watched it, i will either cry or laugh. im not alone. my mummy will do too. hahs. dis time ,there's a contestant named kiki. when he sing, bulu roma ternaiik lahh shey! bukann takot tapi he sang damn gooood! really really. salute u dude!

tashaa would like to dedicate dis song to my beloved mummy. though its not mother's day or father's day or wad-so-ever.. from e bottom of my heart, ILYTWO:)

AYAH - PETERPAN

Dimana akan kucari
Aku menangis seorang diri
Hatiku selalu ingin bertemu
Untukmu aku bernyanyi

Untuk Ayah tercinta
Aku ingin bernyanyi
Walau air mata dipipiku
Ayah dengarkanlah
Aku ingin berjumpa
Walau hanya dalam mimpi

Lihatlah hari berganti
Namun tiada seindah dulu
Datanglah aku ingin bertemu
Denganmu aku bernyanyi

BUNDA - MELLY GOESLAW

ku buka album biru
penuh debu dan usang
ku pandangi semua gambar diri
kecil bersih belum ternoda
pikirku pun melayang
dahulu penuh kasih
teringat semua cerita orang
tentang riwayatku

kata mereka diriku slalu dimanja
kata mereka diriku slalu dtimang

nada nada yang indah
slalu terurai darinya
tangisan nakal dari bibirku
takkan jadi deritanya

tangan halus dan suci
telah mengangkat diri ini
jiwa raga dan seluruh hidup
rela dia berikan

oh bunda ada dan tiada
dirimu kan slalu ada di dalam
hatiku..

suee! ily

2008-04-05T21:59:00.007+08:00

happy bdae to suee..
happy bdae to suee..
happy bdae to suee..
HAPPY BDAE TO SUEEEEEE!!!!!!

suee bestie is EIGHTEEEN today! Legally Eighteen! chey. as usual, may all suee's wishes come true. hope suee is always happyhappy wid the ones she loves. may suee's life be as wonderful and beautiful in times to come:))

aniwae, EIGHTEEN seems a BIG number to me though. do you guys think so too?? hahs. a year older every year. sounds so ooold. hehs. mine cann wait longlong lahh kay. i still wanna stay sweet seventeeen. lol.

TASHAA LOVES SUEE:) MMUAHHS!

sicky sickness. no no

2008-04-04T12:10:00.005+08:00

so so so.. wadd's up ppl? i know u guys miss me kann kann.. i also miss u guys lahh shey! HAHAHAHAHA. tashaa buat lawak nampak. hehes. so yesterday, ain, nad and me went out to beach road for dinner. we met at amk platform at 5.45pm. as usual i was abit late. maaf ye krgkrg. aniwae, before meetin them, it started to rain alr. so i had to alight e bus one stop before the actual stop. cos e actual stop doesnt have any shelter to e mrt. baciin betol. waste tyme shey like dat. so, i was walkin quite fast. beh beh, dere's dis guy who was walkin very2 fast towards me mcm gangster mane tahh. n u know wadd.. he hit me n my bag siah as i was puttin my sweetest hp in my bag. ape lagik, my sweetest hp dropped in a puddle of water!!

bacin badigol samdol punyer jantan ?!@!!?#$%!@?#@!$?%!#@?$@#!$@%!@#$?!@$#$%!?#@$%!?$!%@?@! fcuk shey.
worst case scenario: da tau langgar org, beh tak tau nk mintak maaf pe! mulot berat sangat ehk!
translating.. dont know how to apologise uh after hit someone! e mouth too heavy ehk!

though got e hp cover, but still.. thank god it's still working. poor my little sweetest hp. chey! budd nvm. forgive and forget! hehs.

so the three of us alighted at lavender. it was still raining not so heavily. no umbrella somemore. best ehk. we stood dere for a few minutes, confident aje want to share umbrella wid strangers. hehes. and and we saw kak dilla wid her tunang(tunang kann?) shey at beach road! chey.. ta da ta da ta da.. we went to bugis & window shopp & eat ice-cream & talk crapps & joke here and there & got bored. so bounced* and went home:) nad suke bounce* ehk! hahas. ain got work tmr*. nad got skool tmr*. tashaa gonna slack 24hr again tmr*:) [tmr as in today]

my sis suddenly finish skool early today. shocked gerl gerl. no wonder lahh, she got her achievement day aka prize-giving day. she'll be borrowin my hp so from 1.30pm to night, i've got no hp wid me. tskk. have funn 'singing to the audience':)

from radd's blogg: kinn's sic. suee's sick. ena's sick. radd's sick. radd's bf is sick too.
from my tagboard: aqidah's sick.

anyone else who is sick?? aniwae, remember to take ur medicine. rest well. i dont want to get e sickness okay. hees. get well soon ppl:)

ps: don be like aqidah. she's sick alr still cann eat junk food. best ehk! bile mau baek babe? hehehes. and and it's so not my fault lahh cos im not sick today, yesterday, two days before, last week ... how to pass e disease to u? hehes. i know i know!!! u sick cos u seriously miss me kann kann! awww.. LOL.

pics will be posted soooon:) happy waitin! hees.

i really cant wait

2008-04-04T11:49:00.003+08:00

happy 18th bdae to SHI JIA! wish u all e best 4 ur future endavours. stay pretty and happy wid e ones u love:) imy!!! [copy paste sak nii. hehs]

chey! everyone like goin eighteeeen alr. bestbest. hahs. aniwae, i will be meetin nad n ain sooooon at 5.45pm:) happy euu! hehes. ain finish work at 5pm. nad finish 'crash course' at 4pm. n tashaa slackin 24hr at home! best ke pe! hahs. u know... nad's so called 'crash course' is taking supp paper for tp students. kelakar sak dinamakann 'crash course'. wahahahas.

aniwae aniwae, the weather is like dark alr shey. soon conferm rain nyer. bestbest! i suke, u know! hahs. cooliiing sensation:) so i will be postin abt today's dinner tmr. have funn AIN, NAD, TASHAA:) ish

holiday blues

2008-04-02T18:02:00.009+08:00

from my previous post, it had been 14 days since i updated my bloggy. pecah record!. lol. tashaa is lazy lahh!! esp lazy to tpye. n i type damn slow lahh if compared to u guys out there whose fingers are like typing 3 alphabets in one second & obviously had memorised e positions of all e 26 alphabets on ur keyboards. chey! tashaa still need to search where is 'J' etc on e keyboard. memalukan masyarakat kann. hahs. gue malu nii! aniway, there's lots for me to story about e 14 days which i was MIA-ing.

aqidah! im finally updating now at dis very hour, minute, second, millisecond... hehes. rmbr our 'date':) imy!!

e newspaper aunty near my shop recognizes me alr shey. once i woke up late so i bought newpaper a bit late, the aunty said,"today u woke up late uh?" chey, like understand aje. hahas. i jus smiled at her:)

every day at 2pm me n mummy will watch dis indon singing competition. durin weekdays, adults will compete in e show. on weekends, its e children's turn. everytime we watched, we either laughed or cried or even both! everyday routine for me n my mummy. hahas. im super supportin DAYAT n RIKO all e way!! dayat is cute! at a young age, he alr wrote song lyrics tau. chey. n riko, i loveeee himmm! everytime he smiles, cair babe!! hehes. hope they wont be eliminated. to those indonesian ppl in indonesia, pls sms dayat n riko okays:) if only ppl in singapore cann vote, i'll be e first to vote for dem siah! hehes.

btw, happy belated birthday to RAUDHA:) which is on e 22nd march. i didnt forget abt ur bdae. but i forgot to wish u thru frenster since ur contact is not updated. so sorie sweets:( aniway, all e best 4 ur future endavours. stay pretty and happy wid e ones u loved:) imy & ily too! tashaa still remembers u:)

to 'eu', thanks 4 smsing me from mon to fri to keep me company & keep in touch though we both know u are busy wid ** stuff. walaupun berjauhan, i still remember u all e tyme okays:) pretty please do take good care of urself. although trainings are tough, jia you! i miss ur eyes:) hahs.

28march08-31march08. one of the days is super irresistable! its for me & .. to keep it a secret and for none of u to find out. hees.

im trying to finish up birthday presents by today! hopefully:) jus a simple gift from e bottom of my heart for those april gerls . hope u gerls like it.
HAPPY BELATED APRIL FOOL'S DAY PPL!!

2ND APRIL BABIES
happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to NAD, HAIKEL & DR LIM,
happy birthday to u!!

NAD! we r meetin u tmr for dinner. i think u should have know wad we r up to kann kann. hahas. happy bdae sexy cousin:) hees.
HAIKEL! long tyme never see u. happy happy always okay esp u e ones u love:) happy bdae!
DR LIM! imy!!!! all e best for ur career. do remember us, A7B1, always okay! e best careperson i know! happy bdae:)

so whens my bdae? hahs.im still 4months 3days sweeeeet seveeeenteeeen:) heeees.

omg i saw...

2008-03-20T16:44:00.003+08:00

i suddenly remembered that i saw timothy last last tuesday which is on 11 march:) i was wid my sisters at PS goin to dhoby ghaut mrt station. then i saw these two guys who were walkin towards us. so which means they were goin PS lahh. one of the guys was like telling the other guy about something and he used big hand expression/gestures. tats why he caught my attention. lol. and as we were coming nearer, i finally realised tat he, the one using big hand expressions, was timothy. hahas. terperanjat gerlgerl. and i looked at him closely siah to conferm it was him. he managed to stop talkin to his fren and looked at me as we walked past each other. his face expression was like, "i know dis person. i really know her." i turned back. he also turned back. (e face only lahh) and he gave a small wave and a **** smile to me. aww. and i smiled to him in return:) sungguh the cair shey when he smile! if only aqidah was dere too and not excluding madura, u gerls suke kann.. hehes.

movie marathon uhh

2008-03-20T16:18:00.004+08:00

rating: 6.8/10

The movie is not too bad actually. I dont really understand the plot. The ending is somewhat abit confusing. A good effort i guess. hehs.

rating: 8.5/10

The movie is okay for me. The fighting scenes are nice. If only i could fight like dem. like real. hehs. And i should say, the gerls are hot:)

movie marathon

2008-03-20T13:53:00.010+08:00

rating: 9.6/10

A cool movie. Contain some sad parts though. It's based on a true story. Cant imagine wad it feels like to be in e students position, handling pistols, having lost frens and family members etc. i like:)

rating: 8.3/10

This movie is so cute and romantic. I wish to have my own prince charming like Rick in e movie. A good family movie:) A happy ending for Ella and Rick. Usually Ella will end up wid e prince but in dis movie the dishwasher is her prince charming!

dearies lets step up

2008-03-20T13:22:00.008+08:00

I FINALLY WATCH STEP UP 2 WID MY BELOVED DEARIES!! A LOT OF FUNN MOMENTS WID DEM. I LIKE:)

the movie was super-duper-extreme-NICE:) e dancing was damn cool! omg. wish i could dance like dem. like real. hahs. but i missed dancing wid my besties:( someday.
aniwae, after e movie we went to eat! yay! kfc cann? hehes. i miss eatin all time fav zinger. but i ordered banditto instead cos two of my dearies alr ordered zinger. lols. after eating, we spend some time cam-whoring as usual. we couldnt miss tat part okays. hehs. n next dearies outing, hopefully we will be eating at seoul garden kann kann:) i'll be waiting *patiently*. hahs. LOVE U GERLS TO E MAX ALWAYS!

nisa, this is for u

2008-03-20T13:18:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BDAE TO U..
HAPPY BDAE TO U..
HAPPY BDAE TO NISA..
HAPPY BDAE TO U!!!!!

chey. da eighteen shey! wish u all e best 4 ur future endavours. stay pretty and happy wid e ones u love:) imy. hope to see u ard next sem although we kene seperated into diff course. LOVES TASHA

holiday routine. tskk

2008-03-20T12:53:00.003+08:00

for the past severasl days at home, i'd been playing sims all e way. (bedek shey) kae no. i'd been playin sims most of e time.

daily routine
10.30: woke up, go shower...
10.45: go buy newspaper
10.50: read newspaper(i dont really read but i looked at e tv showtimes, wadever it is called)
11.00: eat breakfast, vacuum e hse, fold e clothes..
11.30: start to switch on e comp n play sims
14.00: switch off e comp den switch on e teevee (i will wactch dis kids singing show at RCTI, an indon channel wid my mum), eat lunch
16.00: switch off e teevee den switched on e comp again n play sims. heh.
19.00: switch off e comp n switch on e teevee at e living room, eat dinner
20.00: switch on e teevee at my sis bedroom
22.00: switch off e teevee cos my sisters gonna sleep alr(they got skool pe) hehs, watch teevee at e living room. if no interesting shows to watch, e earliest i cann sleep is at 10+.

hmm.. boring siah my life. hahs. wad to do. and i've not been onlining to update my blog cos i dont switched on my laptop but instead my comp. lets find other interesting things to do at home:)

n btw, i was playins sims as usual and i received a sms. so i read it n guess wad.. IT WAS MY SEMESTER RESULTS SIAH! omg. wadever it is, im only gonna tell my parents next week. i did badly compared to my previous semester. tsk! how uhh? will my parents scold? obviously, like duhh! ape-ape lahh.. *cross fingers*

randoms

2008-03-20T12:21:00.005+08:00

a brief post

the camping was extremely superb. yeah! though it rain-stop-rain for e two days dere. but i had great funn lahh shey:) esp wid my babes. n we tonned again! hahas. e last time we tonned together was durin e last campin-last yr or two yrs back. heh. aniwae, to kill time, kite bertige walked from pit 7(our pit) to pit 47(e other end of pasir ris). mak kau! i think we started walkin from 11+. n we came back to our pit at ard 3. (if im not wrong lahh) giler! hehes. basically we poured out our problems and talked crapp all e way lahh. hehes. LOVE U GERLS LAHH SHEY! however we only lasted until 6. pas tu teros pi tido. wahahas. ape dah! nwae in e evening, we packed to go home. kau tau! i saw dino lahh. he's wid his grp of frens. he saw me too n he smiled punyer lahh besar. lol. so i smiled *widely* back at him too:) hahas.

the end:)

ain ain

2008-03-06T22:30:00.005+08:00

TITTLE: AIN ~~TK PUAS HATI.~~ hees

[nAtt-tAshA]*: takot ain kate tk fair so give in lahh siket.
[nAtt-tAshA]*: hahhahas
+~nadrah~+: hahhax..
+~nadrah~+: kk
+~nadrah~+: nat jambu
+~nadrah~+: ain sweet
[nAtt-tAshA]*: alryte!
+~nadrah~+: aku sexy
ain (R): yelaaaaah
+~nadrah~+: k best
ain (R): tak ikhas sak
[nAtt-tAshA]*: hahahhas
ain (R): hahhaha

nad, aku sayannngggg kau bykbyk!!! ehk, NO.
I LOVE U BABES E SAME, LOTSLOTS:)

i love them

2008-03-06T21:19:00.005+08:00

rmbt berselerak to e max lahh shey! wahaha

A7B1 chalet is super duperly LOVE:)

firstly, i thought of goin home late at night instead of stayin over..

"if i leave from here at 10pm, most probably will b rching yishun ard 11+. den must take another bus somemore. surely ard 12 i'll rch home. by tat time its so DAMN late alr lahh! balek sorang2.

step tk takot ke per! n my hse area dere so called 'keras' jgk.."

so i shall not take e risk n decided to stay over at e chalet:) happy dier!

secondly, i wanted to help out barbequein wid e guys but im so lazy n wanted to watch teevee instead so i didnt managed to bbq. only "bbq" e marshmallows:) sounds so funny. hah. n me n aqidoo tk segan silu grabbed wad dey bbq n eat happily siah. omg. lol. esp e satay n sotong uh:)

thirdly, i wanted to SLEEP after watching "e grudge" dvd cos some teros slept. some go for night walk. e rest stay awake. "ton katekann.." n being someone who likes to be an owl though u know u are so sleepy at e same time, i decided to ton:) tonning wid jess, aqidoo, candice, wendy n yaoli was funn lahh! we played heart attack lahh shey!! all time fav:) hahas.

to jess: im so gonna miss u like mad! must miss me too okays! n meet up someday again too cos we live so NEAR ey! hees.

jess, aqidoo n i left e chalet early in e morning at 5.45 cos jess got skool mahh. damn sleepy. jess more poor thing lahh. haiyo. n i reached home at 7.30. ape lagik teros gi tido lahh shey!

n i woke up only at 12 cos my neighbour upstairs got house renovation. sure change the tiles lahh. MEMEKAK NK MAMPOS TO E MAX! tk senang aku nk cont tido alek. tsk! hmph.

NITES! bercolor-color shey dis post. lols:)

nad is a dancer tau

2008-03-06T21:03:00.004+08:00

i love u gerls!
u made my day:)
to nad: u danced great! it was an awesome performance! love it:D dance better better okays!

i saw a few faces that im familiar wid durin e danceworks 08. pernah ketemu tapi dimana yahh. hahs.
n "that guy" is cute n hott!
awww..
random.

ohh romeo kus

2008-03-03T17:40:00.004+08:00

random

flus flus andd flus

2008-03-03T13:34:00.003+08:00

thanks to my two sweet sisters,

i've caught their flu.

thanks ehk!

im damn excited for tmr's event:)

ILY!

hols flu:(

natasha is tasha nasha

2008-02-28T22:16:00.004+08:00

random

special thanks to euu

2008-02-28T20:55:00.005+08:00

AQIDAH, IM SO GONNA MISS U LIKE ****!
hahas.
miss me too okays:)

n "someone" smsed me after so0000oo long yesterday!
hah.
"u missed me kann kann.."
random.

i cant wait for sunday to come.
happy sunday ppl!
cos I'VE GOT A DATE!!!!
wid my super wonderful babes; ain n nad!!!
n nad's performin at vivo lahh shey.
n how i missed dem so muchiies:)

im glad tat u smsed:)

i want holsss

2008-02-28T20:36:00.006+08:00

n like finally..
after a long await..

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
hoo-to-e-ray!!
yah-ooo!
hotmail.
crapps.

im so glad.

joyful.

elated.
estatic.
euphoric.
all those hapiiness come together:)
seriously.

will be enjoyin my life free from skool!
do join me okays!
hahs.

n im so gonna miss B1.
we will be splittin into biotech, biomed tech and pharma sciences resp.
n jess went to jyc last week.
so in future, i'll be goin to skool alone alr.
no more goin skool from yishun to tamp wid her.
how i missed her.
saggitaurian sister, u r still LOVED n rmbred!

hols hols hols!

exam schedule

2008-02-20T14:47:00.004+08:00

22 feb: Basic Microbiology
25 feb: Cell Biology
26 feb: Human Physiology and Immunology
27 feb: Mathematics and Statistics 2

kae im so dooooomed:(

exam tiime!

valentines gifts, ily besties

2008-02-16T13:33:00.005+08:00

though ina couldnt make it wid us, i still love all of u e same:)

u gerls really made my day pretty super duperly rocking awesome!

thankss from me to all of u..

with u, im happy;D

TASHAALOVESEJ

happi valentines day

2008-02-16T12:54:00.005+08:00

V.DAY!

mmuahhhhhhs

2008-02-16T12:15:00.006+08:00

DURING CNY HOLS:)

loves dem alwaes♥